Today is quite a depressed day for me!! suddenly turned moody today! i think by the time i finished my SIP, i could have died of depression ba. As days goes by, i feel that actually i quite "ban" and stupid de or rather is it because that i work with an expert that make my confidence getting lessen each day? Maybe i shld not choose IT in the first place ba, i realise that i did not knew much about computer... Maybe now getting regret over opting for IT cos... Haha.... This few week i realise i dun even noe how to set up IIS, project still need jianxing to help me do coding, those asp coding. many part of my part is done by jianxing. How worse can it be. Everytime when he need help, i can do nothing to help him..... I really wanted to help him on the work de, but i realise i cannot help him at all... Feeling very very guilty about that... Juz an example like today, we will going to transfer everything into laptop, he was solving on the IIS part and something on the user's permission stuff. He was there stressing but i cannot help at all. I can only sit there watching him do. Everytime can only say paiseh to him, although he say never mind, but no matter what, i also feel quite guilty over it. This project shld by done by both of us, but instead most of the part is he the one who is doing... Maybe he knew that i feeling guilty, that why he will sometime call to help him find code ba... i also try my best to see what can i help but haizZ........some of you might say that it is good to work with an expert in your group or same company, but in the dark, it gif out a lot of stress also.... i may look alright... but......... OMG!!! How? how? my confidence is getting lesser and lesser already.... whAT am i going to do??? :`(